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[digested @ nettime --mod (tb)] Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Eifachfilm Cacirca's installation (and some changes in mine) in SL borrowers end of the tether Purblind The Oddyssey Show going down in a few hours - last chance to see it Compression of Originary Bodies Second Life Odyssey Party (and some practice jpgs)! Second Life - Group notice: PARTY !!!! "Hello. Miss Dixon. And the Sum Pngs." the lost Lost text terpsichoreographic unit (t.u.) World (theory saying nothing) s/Mattering - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Fri, 27 Mar 2009 11:31:30 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: Eifachfilm Cacirca's installation (and some changes in mine) in SL Eifachfilm Cacirca's installation (and some changes in mine) in SL There's an installation by Eifachfilm Vacirca in Second Life - if you go to my installation at http://slurl.com/secondlife/Odyssey/48/12/22 then go to the area to the right with the strange texture - there's a three or four story floating environment I like a great deal - do check it out - as well as the texture itself - http://slurl.com/secondlife/Odyssey/72/45/58 might work directly. Sugar Seville did the ground, Gazira Babeli did the meteors. Ian Murray's OCAD campus is in the background. All of this is really worth seeing; I've spent quite a while with Einfachfilm's piece. Some images of hir installation along with Sugar's textures and in relation to mine at http://www.alansondheim.org/ eingazugar pngs. (Some images and video of the dynamic aspects of my installation as of yesterday at alansondheim.org - brb pngs and especially brb.mp4. All of these are the latest, so at the top of the directory if you click the date twice.) Eifachfilm's installation exists on four levels, but there are ghost falls reflecting the natural world, that reach the ground and below. It's spikey and moody and it's good to stay awhile. I caught up with him somewhere in my own piece and talked to him about it; it was about 3 a.m. my time. S/he was in Zurich I believe and gave permission to include the following. [23:57] Alan Dojoji: hi - really like your installation - it's amazing [23:58] Eifachfilm Vacirca: tnx :) [23:58] Alan Dojoji: i hope it can stay up for a while and if you write something & sent it to me I'd like to advertise it on the lists I'm on [23:59] Alan Dojoji: the detailing is beautiful and it's one of the few things I've seen that works with nature in an intelligent way here [23:59] Alan Dojoji: it works well above Sugar's texture too [23:59] Eifachfilm Vacirca: it is very difficult for me to write about it [0:00] Eifachfilm Vacirca: its about cutting prims [0:01] Eifachfilm Vacirca: its about unique prims [0:01] Alan Dojoji: it's also about emissions and things that are only partly there, almost peripheral I think [0:01] Eifachfilm Vacirca: about nature never generates copies [0:01] Alan Dojoji: but because we're familiar with - yes - and we're familiar with romanticism so we tend to fill in the gaps [0:02] Alan Dojoji: azure and i go fungus hunting sometimes - photographing slime molds and things - and this reminds me of that - you stumble across small things that resonate [0:03] Alan Dojoji: and it's as if they're growing there instead of possessing the kind of artificiality the trees have for example in this space [0:05] Eifachfilm Vacirca: its like a musician [0:05] Eifachfilm Vacirca: i rez it [0:05] Alan Dojoji: ok - [0:05] Eifachfilm Vacirca: like a note i play in a jam session [0:05] Eifachfilm Vacirca: usualy you dont write it down [0:06] Eifachfilm Vacirca: it just happening [0:06] Eifachfilm Vacirca: some enjoy it [0:06] Eifachfilm Vacirca: some not [0:06] Alan Dojoji: it's intrinsic, not extrinsic [0:07] Eifachfilm Vacirca: a text about it will also give me the feeling to cage it [0:07] Alan Dojoji: i mean what's present seems inherent, not externalized - these sphere here are the opposite, they're following the order of an avatar path [0:07] Alan Dojoji: at lesat with music improv - Derek Bailey for example - there are writings about the music that don't pin it down - [0:08] Alan Dojoji: they're much more open than that [0:08] Alan Dojoji: i'd hope that good work here gives one the space to think about things [0:08] Eifachfilm Vacirca: yes [0:08] Eifachfilm Vacirca: it happens [0:09] Eifachfilm Vacirca: people think a lot [0:09] Eifachfilm Vacirca: in here [0:09] Eifachfilm Vacirca: develop new social structures [0:09] Alan Dojoji: some do - some rely on easy surrealism or fantasy here - i think most do [0:09] Eifachfilm Vacirca: and change em day by day [0:10] Eifachfilm Vacirca: it sthe pain you have to take with you - Alan - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Mon, 30 Mar 2009 00:59:15 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: borrowers borrowers i'm making on borrowed time. i'm living on borrowed time. on borrowed space i'm making and making. soon i will lose this space and i will take my tiny house with me. where will my tiny house go, where will my tiny house go. i am a snail in a shell. my shell is memory. my shell goes where my memory follows. it never was my land or online time. it was someone else, you were that someone else. in my second life i have over 2000 objects in my inventory. a for of capital in an indefinite economy. a political economy to be sure, with borrowing and small return. oh where will i set my little objects. where will i pile them. on my head i shall pile them, on my stomach i shall pile them. i shall pile them on my left hand and my right. i shall pile them on my left leg and my right. on my left forearm and wrist. on my right forearm and wrist. before my eyes and above my skull. beneath my left foot and beneath my right. i shall walk among my objects and my objects shall walk among me. may i be an object among objects and may objects be among me. a carapace of objects new jerusalems and shangri-las. a shield of entities breathing the vacuum of simulation. they are my borrowers, they disappear with the flow of blood. with the flow of blood halting, halting they disappear. with the brain dying, cell by cell by cell, they disappear. who will preserve them now, who will keep them forever? who will preserve them now, who will keep them forever? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Wed, 1 Apr 2009 03:48:43 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: end of the tether end of the tether from one moment to another, the world is utterly irredeemable. recuperation is always already impossible. entanglement, indra's nets, irreversible: _just think about it._ http://www.alansondheim.org/ ripple pngs http://www.alansondheim.org/generator.mp4 http://www.alansondheim.org/ gener pngs i'm entangled between real which is virtual and virtual which is real. i'm exhausted by inscription; i make mistakes. i make far too many mistakes; i should be exiled from the virtual. i should be abandoned to your fate. now what is there about this. what there is, i postulate that there are regions of the cosmos _for all practical purposes_ that are deeply disassociated from each other, regions that, _for all practical purposes,_ are light-cone inaccessible. and are inaccessible for the unutterable, unutterable information. defuge sets in, _seeps in._ defuge entangles, transformed into substance. in this regard i am a total failure - exhaustion leading to errors precisely as inscription stains. i follow the trails of easy paths, ignoring the real hovering, within the virtual, the virtual within the real. you destroy myself. await the tawdry. the sleazy, decrepit, o misery. how can live with oneself, mind withdraws, vision blurs, range and ring of the ears. oh, so tangled, nothing resolves, you go to my death unresolved, you forage among memory already fallen through, memory overcome. for there is nothing but the unutterable moment, one moment to another, each entangled, each absolutely disparate, on the verge of collapse. very much changed at http://slurl.com/secondlife/Odyssey/48/12/22 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Sat, 4 Apr 2009 01:25:38 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: Purblind Purblind http://www.alansondheim.org/ newanimal pngs http://www.alansondheim.org/newanimal.mp4 If you're interested in online politics and the political economy of virtual worlds, you might want to go to http://odysseyart.ning.com and check out the Forum discussion on Odyssey's future. With my usual pess- imism I wonder if Odyssey will survive all of this. In the meantime I build hysterically, experimenting with new spatial configurations and negotiations. In this installation (newanimal), very large flats (thanks to Ian Murray) with images from motion-capture and modeling research, are rotated at very high speed. The flats sense avatar presence, have sound, emit particles, glow slightly, run askew in two differentiated groups, and portray irresolvable and irresolute topologies. This is why I'm purblind, unable to see beyond the texture of denouement. http://slurl.com/secondlife/Odyssey/48/12/22 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Sun, 5 Apr 2009 19:55:18 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: The Oddyssey Show going down in a few hours - last chance to see it The Oddyssey Show going down in a few hours - last chance to see it [11:17] Sugar Seville: (Saved Sun Apr 05 11:58:49 2009) The giant devil and the poor dead souls I come to the place called Odyssey and very quickly I see some very scary things that make me tremble like a cow who got cold milk. I see a terrible thing which look like a giant devil that is made of all the colours in the world and sound like a woman who keep saying the boy something the boy something and I don't understand. All the poor dead souls float up and up and one time I go too close and I go up also with the dead souls and I think that I, me, Reinforcement Lemon, is dead. I get very sad and full of panic. I don't want to be dead and I don't want to be at this place. But I jump down somehow and get away and never ever go back there again. [11:17] Sugar Seville: (Saved Sun Apr 05 11:59:06 2009) http://reinforcementlemon.blogspot.com/ | Alan Sondheim Mail archive: http://sondheim.rupamsunyata.org/ | To access the Odyssey exhibition The Accidental Artist: | http://slurl.com/secondlife/Odyssey/48/12/22 | Webpage (directory) at http://www.alansondheim.org | sondheim@panix.com, sondheim@gmail.org, tel US 718-813-3285 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:05:44 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: Compression of Originary Bodies Compression of Originary Bodies Consider 4 avatars: f, m, F, M. F, M, full bodies, f, m, articulated armature figures M parents F: F(M) m conforms to F: F[m] f conforms to M: M[f] substituting with liberty: F([m]M)->F([m]M[f]) F in relation to M, M root: F(x,y,z,t), where x,y,z,t are real coordinates in 4-space now consider this a compression of an originary body, B: B:F([m]M[f]), B in movement from two bodies F' and M', independent of each other such that H1=F'(x,y,z,t)+M'(x,y,z,t) H1 = bvh dynamic motion file now there is a transformation function G(H1(F',M',x,y,z,t))->H2(F',M',x,y,z,t), filtering H1, resulting in H2 now we have B(t):(H2(F([m]M[f]),F',M',x,y,z,t)) in other words: The phenomenology of the originary body is dependent on a transformed dynamic movement file applied to the compression-avatars. this says nothing mathematically (and is poor math at that); however, it describes the site of intrinsic performance, evidenced in over.mp4 what does this say but movement files composed of many bodies are applied to bodies composed of many avatars we might think of such bodies as matrix-bodies or skein bodies: what we are witnessing are communities of the virtual body, somewhat equivalent to the body of virtual communities think of these as dispersions and coalescences correct my math. http://www.alansondheim.org/over.mp4 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Fri, 17 Apr 2009 02:41:01 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> To: nettime-l@kein.org Subject: Second Life Odyssey Party (and some practice jpgs)! Party and some practice jpgs! practice jpgs at http://www.alansondheim.org/ practice Date: Thu, Apr 16, 2009 at 6:14 PM Subject: Second Life - Group notice: PARTY !!!! Group Notice From: Evo Szuyuan Hi all! Tomorrow it's party time!!! 17 april 3 PM PST Starring dj Loop Lou A performance by Alan Sondheim and Foofwa d'Imobilite Interference by Gazira Babeli Group Therapy by Second Front try to be on time, as the sim might crash ! ! ! <3 evo ps.. there is still an opportunity for those who wanna decorate, serve drinks etc. etc. ;-) --- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Sat, 25 Apr 2009 02:35:14 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: "Hello. Miss Dixon. And the Sum Pngs." "Hello. Miss Dixon. And the Sum Pngs." "Is your mother going to marry that mister Wheeler." "My dad hasn't even agreed to a divorce yet." "Come on Ann snap out of it. Let's have fun." "It's good." "Thatta girl." "Why I didn't know you smoked." "Try a puff." "Oh I don't think I ought to." "Oh come on snap out of this baby stuff." "Don't let it throw you." "Smart girl." "I can see where we're going to have some swell times together." "I kinda like him too." "Hiya there Tommy." "Sorry pal I'm not going your way today." "Let me have the last half of that Latin assignment." "I've been waiting for you." "That's nice of you." http://www.alansondheim.org/ sum pngs replacing some others more tunings textures revolutions "This evening you will be my wife." "Am I blushing." "This is about a traveling farmer." "A very hot number." "Does that lad know his stuff!" "Oooh." "Do you know that boy Tracy." "Are you kidding me." "Nobody could get that dumb." "You asked for it." "This party must be getting rough." "All right ladies." "Sorry I didn't take you right home." "No I'm glad it's lovely here." "Look." "Where." "There." "Tommy you musn't." "Have one." "No honey look, like this." "Hey where are you." "Tommy. Ann." "Women and children first." "Well come on." "Unfinished business. You understand." "I fooled them." "No Tommy." "How about a little walk." "Look at that moon." "I'd rather look at you." "I'm crazy about you." "Really Tommy." "Kids never know what time it is." "Stop worrying and come to bed." "Goodnight Tommy." "All gone." "I feel so funny Tommy." "Do you honey." "Don't you feel kind of funny too baby." "You'd be surprised." "Dearest I love you." "You can read it in my eyes." "What a world of rapture lies." "Most of the gang's here." "Where's that guy with his hand organ." "Watch your hips don't let them sag." "Gosh I sort of like this joint." "Think about it darling. You picked the last one." "I won't have any more after this one." "Look over there in the first booth. The little brunette. What a dish." "Rather loose-leaf." "Ok brother. Don't phone me from jail." - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Tue, 28 Apr 2009 20:05:48 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: the lost Lost text the lost Lost text The main text from the Lost Project created for the trAce online writing community; visitors to the site were asked to enter their email address and then describe something they lost. On "playback" the list of email addresses was separated from the list of the lost; in other words, the tether was broken. The text of what was lost is a form of literature itself; it had disappeared in my files until now. What was lost is now found, what is found can never be recuperated. I think the Lost Project is still located at the trAce archives; trAce ended as a community headed by Sue Thomas, a few years ago. The project was created around 1999-2000, when I was trAce's second virtual writer-in-residence. Please check out the text; it's oddly beautiful, the result of so many minds. http://www.alansondheim.org/lost.txt The trAce Lost Project and others http://tracearchive.ntu.ac.uk/writers/sondheim/index.htm I want to thank again everyone who made this possible at the time. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Fri, 1 May 2009 03:14:19 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: terpsichoreographic unit (t.u.) terpsichoreographic unit (t.u.) there are two types of t.u.s - one possessing the pylon of the sleeper, the other a black featureless sphere. a dancer/performer sits on either and an animation takes over until s/he rises. there are five animations for each t.u. chosen at random. spherical shells of particles embed the performer. the black featureless sphere is a black hole with an inverted event horizon. the particles may trap the display driver into crashing. the display driver enters overload and the interface enters crash mode. the pylon sleeper t.u. is a dream production machine trapping the dancer into useless dream production particle phenomena. the particles may trap the display driver into crashing. the display driver enters overload and the interface enters crash mode. a t.u. DANCE consists of 4-5 t.u.s in an environment with performers on each. performers may stand and move to other t.u.s. the t.u. INSTALLATION may be placed anywhere at a moment's notice. variables include animations, particle textures and stream intensities. of course one may dance in the vicinity of particle streams which continue for at least thirty seconds after the performer stands. one may also assign physicality to the pylon or black featureless sphere, in which case the object may be GRABBED during particle emission and moved; this creates temporary particle FLORA within the performance space. videos below give some indication (between computer crashes) of the mechanism; stills give a few closeups. http://www.alansondheim.org/wrrr.mov http://www.alansondheim.org/wrrr2.mov http://www.alansondheim.org/ wrrr pngs thanks to Eifachfilm Vacirca for script and script modification. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Sun, 24 May 2009 23:49:54 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: World (theory saying nothing) World String theory knocks a loop into analog/digital, nothing remains certain that is one way or another, what occurs can be read accordingly pre/sent or sent/from. Holographic theory knocks a loop into ding-an-sich, / Ding an sich Ding an sich is unknowable though certainly /: The roads to the visible real are tortured, one can't say anything. This is the dead-end of philosophy, with the exception of the social - you have justice and ethics beneath the aegis of situational heuristics, but one ultimately appeals at best to primatology without teleology or theology. What happens to the episteme, epistemology, around the circuits of a black hole? The ontology of strings and information scattered (presented, coded, irretrievable) might as well devolve into mathesis where ideality itself is problematic: At the end of the day, nothing remains, but everything is present; nothing is everything, and so forth. The broken ontology of the middle way is broken in another and more radical way: Nothing can be said, because what there is, is literally unsayable. Try translating equation into language, language into everyday doxa, dark matter into descriptors, descriptors into primitives, primitives into foundations. Give it a go: That the movie we watch is ourselves watching the movie, that projection is sourceless, that every four vector carries the potential of an imaginary. There's no 'it' to go farther than this: We are the dream-screen of an unconscious universe, no matter how far, how many conventions, dimensions. Convention: What we call as a past posterior. Accountability: Unaccountability. It's the knife-edge of good things in catastrophe theory transmuted through classicism into the anthropic principle, mythos of origins. Cause and effect: Scattered. Hallucinated projections named 'real' by hallucinated projections. The buildup of dimensions, topologies, branes, dark-matter, virtualities: No buildup at all, the baroque edifice of something given meaning by something naming by some fantasm or an other. Membrane/brane among Planck's lengths, masses, times, embedded seethed or froths as if non-embedded. You can always: Add, subtend, augment, the pressure of mathesis, eventually loose consistencies, heuristics, seem to dominate: The four-color theorem as example. What of this? In the small: Classical logics, set theories, Ptolemy and Kepler: Reductions because math can do that. Divide and spread, emit, spew, sourceless, targetless, broiling, then what might be phenomenologies of coagulations: Maybe Wolfram's automata giving shrift to these, cells falling apart, failing, location- less. So we're: Present and accounted for as-if 'among us': Therefore a literary as if 'object and process' or one or another ontology, creaky but functional epistemologies: As long as the hallucinogenic withdraws, 'doesn't look too close,' as if 'there were looking,' as if 'there were a ground of one sort or another,' of which: None of these, they're knot. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Date: Sun, 31 May 2009 20:55:46 -0400 (EDT) From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com> Subject: s/Mattering s/Mattering 1. the only thing that Matters is understanding the universe. 1a. this is a matter of connoisseurship as well as 'ultimate questions.' 1b. every ultimate question is not ultimate and all questions are the wrong questions. 2. arts and humanities are no use whatsoever in this regard. at best they may pander metaphors; embody them; critique the embodiment. 2a. yet any understanding is a prior a misrecognition, false translation. 2b. we are not equipped for anything more; we are equipped for survival, not comprehension. 3. Lyotard never went far enough; it's not the sun's death which is paramount, but the dissolution of a universe so utterly alien as to resist both hermeneutics and phenomenology. 4. human culture is fluttering among the surfacing of the skein. culture is all the way down; every organism is cultured, historic. 5. the future of the surface of the planet crudely parallels universal dissolution; one tends to construct rear-guard defenses for this or that - anything to retard decay. 6. from the moment of birth, decay begins; later sight and sound diminish in amplitude and bandwidth; the world with draws to where it always was. 7. withdrawal from the world is impossible; instead, the body moves from subject to object along a broken trajectory. 8. heaven is impossible because only the injured and traumatized blindly arrive there. 9. understanding the universe, no matter what strategy is employed, comes down to mathesis increasingly cut off from the everyday; ontology shifts accordingly, subtlely, until one is as ignorant as ever, even with conscious assimilation of equation, structure, fact. 10. facts are not all that contestable in the small. 11. one is increasingly led to believe in roiling heuristics, anthropic probabilities (miniscule in the large), and an utterly deep inelegance - perhaps including the abandonment of Occam's razor as well. 12. what is simple falls through itself, crosses epistemologies, ontolog- ically slinks elsewhere. 13. what is simple is false. 14. what is inelegant is glorious. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - # distributed via <nettime>: no commercial use without permission # <nettime> is a moderated mailing list for net criticism, # collaborative text filtering and cultural politics of the nets # more info: http://mail.kein.org/mailman/listinfo/nettime-l # archive: http://www.nettime.org contact: nettime@kein.org